it's been four months since my last entry. kind of felt like wanting to write. not to rant or anything though ~
been drawing for quite some time now and i've been wondering whether i really am at the right path. was it the right choice, for me to live off through drawing, or am i too stubbornly forcing myself to deviate from how others live their meander lives. wanted to know how others choose their career. i've heard a few saying it's their 'calling' or something. how d'you know what it feels like to be 'called' to a certain 'place'? heck! how d'you even know that you're being called? do you like hear this small conscious-like voice telling you that 'this is the place for you'? if so then where the crap are you small voice? i'm waiting. lol.
got a bit lazy scanning old works so i stopped doing it for a while and am now trying to come up with a few more artworks. hoping to get inspired soon so for the time being, i'm finishing my draft for a whole different work. i have a sample but i'm sorry since it's got to have watermarks on it.